I have been sizable into self-medication since middle school.
In school I started seeing a therapist, who put me on mood stabilizers.
These things constantly helped to take the edge off, but never made me genuinely assume calm or cheerful. I was running out of options, plus desperate to turn myself around, so I decided to move away from the town plus beginning over in the countryside. I wasn’t sure how I would make a residing in a farming country, but much to our surprise there was a strong need for heating systems service in the rural areas. It turns out that legitimately few of the residences out here use central Heating plus Air Conditioning systems. Instead, the majority of homes use the small, cheap air conditionings they can mount on a window sill. When a single of those A/C units dies, they just go to Walmart plus get a new a single. Honestly I can’t fault them for taking the cheap route, all of us don’t get a lot of weather hot enough to justify getting a central Heating plus Air Conditioning system. Heating systems are a whole other matter, because those are essential for the keeping of creatures. Almost every farm here has livestock, plus during the brutal Wintertide snowstorms, those livestock need heating systems to keep them alive. These heating systems don’t need to be recognizably powerful, but they do need to be strong plus resilient, then you can’t risk a single of the cows or horses breaking a space gas furnace plus starting a fire, you need something tougher. Heating systems for barns plus creature enclosures has become our new speciality.