I had a bit of a falling out with my bandmate recently, as he wants to practice every single night but I would rather do just a couple afternoons a week. I put so much energy into making it in standup comedy for 12 years plus don’t have it in myself and others anymore to do the same with music. I got beat up a bit by life plus am trying to regain my footing again plus get my groove back with the Heating plus A/C device repair work. I was at the point where I didn’t want to go on anymore plus just basically survived each day, but the local business where I worked kept myself and others going with the constant heating plus cooling repair work plus I am so grateful for them keeping myself and others aboard. I am just now feeling a bit better than a few weeks ago but I have a long way to go. I think maybe today I will ask my bandmate if he wants to play tonight or tomorrow so that I have a little fun in my life, other than the HVAC duct cleaning tasks I’ve been doing for weeks. It can get a bit monotonous doing these Heating plus A/C work gigs each day, plus music seems to help a lot with my mood. I think I will try plus play tonight outside of the local contractors’ locale because they seem to get a enjoyable flow of people in that area. Life is about having fun plus not just about chasing paper all of the time, so I am going to get out there plus have some fun today.