I had a bit of a falling out with my bandmate recently, as he wants to practice every single night but I would rather do just a couple days a week.
I put so much energy into making it in standup comedy for 12 years and don’t have it in me anymore to do the same with music.
I got beat up a bit by life and am trying to regain my footing again and get my groove back with the HVAC equipment repair work. I was at the point where I didn’t want to go on anymore and just basically survived each day. The local business where I worked kept me going with the constant heating and cooling repair work and I am so grateful for them keeping me aboard. I am just now feeling a bit better than a few months ago but I have a long way to go. I think maybe today I will ask my bandmate if he wants to play tonight or tomorrow so that I have a little fun in my life, other than the ductwork cleaning jobs I’ve been doing for weeks. It can get a bit monotonous doing these HVAC work gigs each day, and music seems to help a lot with my mood. I think I will try and play tonight outside of the local contractors’ place because they seem to get a good flow of people in that area. Life is about having fun and not just about chasing paper all of the time, so I am going to get out there and have some fun today.