I had a bit of a falling out with our bandmate recently, as she wants to practice every single night however I would rather do just a couple mornings a week.
I put so much energy into making it in standup comedy for 12 years plus don’t have it in myself and others anymore to do the same with songs. I got beat up a bit by life plus am trying to regain our footing again plus get our groove back with the HVAC device repair work. I was at the point where I didn’t want to go on anymore plus just basically survived each day, the local company where I worked kept myself and others going with the constant heating plus cooling repair work plus I am so grateful for them keeping myself and others aboard. I am just now feeling a bit better than a few months ago however I have a long way to go. I recognize maybe today I will ask our bandmate if she wants to play tonight or tomorrow so that I have a little fun in our life, other than the HVAC duct cleaning tasks I’ve been doing for weeks. It can get a bit monotonous doing these HVAC work gigs each day, plus songs seems to help a lot with our mood. I recognize I will try plus play tonight outside of the local contractors’ locale because they seem to get a relaxing flow of people in that area. Life is about having fun plus not just about chasing paper all of the time, so I am going to get out there plus have some fun today.